Living life, day by day!

day by day

2009-05-12T13:47:00.000-07:00

Going on day b y day. injured on the job, trying to provide for my kids and earn money. hearing b out all these ads to make money, drive me nuts. can it all be explianed better and be done easily....hmmmmmm?

love on

2009-04-11T08:19:00.000-07:00

Why is it love come in and out. When you look for it or if you dont. When you find it and you think its perfect but there lil things happen. Is it a sign, does it worry, why cant things just be easy and uncomplicated in that area of our lives. Yes life isnt easy but when we ourselves try to make it happy, does it work? Do we hold on and wait, do we move on and move forward. When hearts are on the line and you know it hurts, thats the expression, love hurts. Who have loved and lost and found, we are all worth being someone deserving as we are!

Sweet.

2009-04-03T13:17:00.000-07:00

My interest and passion in my poetry. check it out at poetry.com link. As well as my new model photos at the link below animeiai-colsplay models 2 and see me. Im creative and out going in life. with my kids in my life im strong and take care of my responsibiliteis. with my friends and family...you should appreciate life as is and love1

Weekend and kids

2009-03-30T10:54:00.000-07:00

Weekend was good but what was with the snow. I mean come on know mother nature is it necessary. Oh well when you live close to the WI border and farther north what can you do huh? I also have my pictures set up at awesome website link is below Moms have you had one of those weekends that are peaceful then your kids come home and act like they can do anything cause grandma treated them so spoiled....lol. Oh yea isn't parenting wonderful. it is a blessing that should be cherished a lot more with parents everywhere. love my lil blessings, main reason for going on in life. cherish,love,respect,teach,learn,remember,grow...go on, rock on parents an all

Geo visite

2009-03-27T11:42:00.000-07:00

Me

2009-03-25T10:52:00.000-07:00

As days go by friends and family say, why don't you try out for modeling. Why I ask. I have 3 children that have all my time and I enjoy it. I know my strength and the ability to succeed and be open and honest while listening and communicate. I know my weakness as well as what i Need to do in life to get through each day. I love and appreciate my friends and family encouraging me, to have beauty,strength,smarts,open-mind,be creative,friendly,and courage and know who you are. Being a dancer to help raise my kids not what i wanted to do, I shouldn't be a model for that. And what because I have a pretty face and take care of myself. That's not it. It takes more than that, is it flattering yes of course. But how the world is going right now we all have to be serious on things. i think, and maybe its just me, that in order to stay well, alert and working and go each day, you have to give it your all do pursue your dreams. Yes I have always wanted to model but things happen when they happen till then do whats right by family, children,government,issue and every Day life as is, things unfold as they do. That's my thought and that's me.

sadness

2009-03-21T16:41:00.000-07:00

Being engaged to a man in the army was rough, but yet I was learing what he was going through.
The struggles and sacrifices made and promised werent easy. Trying to understand his pain and promise to be behind and support him as we made big life plans. Then, a bomb was dropped outta knowhere. Suddenly me and my kids were known to him as a stresser and that it would be better if he stoped seeing me and called off engagement. Not knowing where this came from, my heart sank. H emade me change alot of thin gs and promised my children much more. Then he changes his mind and says to try this. Not only a few weeks after, he says he is done and that he was seriuos this time and didnt care. He had said the worst things about my kids and that he didnt care what happened to us. He almost caused us to go homeless. Yet he comes home this mon th and said he wanted to see me. he broke my heart and let my kids down. you would think that people in the service would want and strive to have a soul mate behind them, especially if you have already made life plans and being engaged. But to say things that shouldnt be said or done ever, promises broken and to never deseerve to be treated like that. Being strong and deserving is what i am. Living life day by day head up!